I go on from the previous blog that I had to pubblish for some connection troubles.

I realised that my hiking was already three weeks ago, then the following week ends I went to Arezzo, first, and then to Lucca. Actually not only Arezzo, as I went firstly to S.Sofia to partecipate in the Felid Congress, quite interesting. Even R., G. and L. came and, along with L., we had a nice time all together. The weather was quite good. I left on monday to come back to Ispra. The last week end instead I went to Lucca and spent a lot of time with T. The weather wad wonderfull but I was quite lazy as I had to recover from the week when I didn't sleep too much and not even well.T is so cute and fun, and smiling!! And every time I come back home he asks me: "Aunt, can we make the wolf?". it's a play no other child on the earth has never played, I guess..

And here it comes the very news! I have just signed a new contract for the next three years!!

It's fantastic, it's the first time in my life I know for sure what I'm going to do for the next three years. Well that's a good point, but.. do I like the job, living here, ecc... Yes, I like it, even if I don't love it and I wouldn't risk my life for it, and it's not all my life..but it's a great compromise, as I'm doing interesting things, I'm working in an international context and, the last but not the least, the salary us very good. and whereelse could I go swimming at lunch time or say hello to M.Rosa going work? The only negative point is that my personal life is in Arezzo and hereafter it will be very difficult for L. to come to visit me.. it's a pity because there are so many place to go to and things to do here..

Tomorrow is my last day of the old contract, and then there will be a break for a week, and I will go back to Tuscany

my life has completely changed in the last period, but still some ghosts from the past come back to the present...it's really incredible, I risk to lose my mind, my heart and my love but I still suffer so much for certain things that I don't really know what to do... Go ahead, live the present and think of the future, don't look back, this I'm telling me..butit's so difficult.

what should I ask more now?? am I like Christine of last Woody Allen's movie?? I never feel satisfied, "I don't know what I want, I only know what I don't want"?